It just felt silly.

One day I woke up with a realization that maybe being so honest about my days wasn't a good idea. Despite me trying to limit everything I shared here, I still feel like I let the readers know a little too much. What if my true intention of sharing never really transmitted well? What if some people I knew actually laugh seeing my misfortunes?

And everything scares me.

I took two weeks off from writing because I had shitty weeks. Almost disastrous. Bad things kept coming from every direction, family, friends, office; and I just couldn't take it anymore. I figured if I took some days off, I'd write things fresh. Without feeling overwhelmed and less sound like a whine -- in which I'm afraid this blog have turned into, a big site of whine. I'm deeply sorry for people who stayed throughout my posts and reading and thought that way. I'm terribly sorry.

It started low but definitely picking up along the way 📈

Quick post because this is late. Like, real late. I couldn't get a hold of any PC until Wednesday because Mother have been ill. Thus why. I apologize for text heavy post but I really need to get this posted because I'm looking forward to post my thoughts about marriage sometime around Thursday or Friday. And I'm looking forward to your feedback! In all, what a long dreaded week. It was pretty much full of lows but then again the highs weren't that bad. I spent most of my time at home, nursing menstrual cramp and tried to stay away from coffee. I found that it's the source for major headache during period. It was agony. The weather's been pretty lovely throughout the weekend, and as I type this, it's been breezy. It rained quite heavily on Sunday though. But overall it's been very nice. I hope it could stay for quite a while, I haven't quite prepared for the sunny days!

So I had a colorful week. Soaked wet from the afternoon rain, became a Maneki Neko, adventure by train, and a quiet weekend. It was a pretty nice week aside of snide remarks by a Go-Jek driver, in which makes for a good blog post later on. Photos above were taken on a different day! What a difference a day makes.

Last week was eventful. In a good way, in a bad way. I'm glad but also unhappy. I don't really know what to say. PMS happened throughout the week plus the workload was pretty insane. I'm happy it passed already.